So VT didn’t happen because we got a blizzard. We’ll go next month but I doubt there will be snow. Oh well. These days I’m just chalking it up to for whatever reason we weren’t meant to play in the snow. And hey, maybe something amazing will happen on our trip that wouldn’t have happened if we went last weekend. Or something.
I think I’m getting to be a lazy mom. I just don’t have the desire to get on the floor and play with my kids. I love them but I am just not good at playing cars and trains and whatever else. Part of it is desire and part of it is that I can’t turn my mind off to focus. Meal times are pathetic, I feel like I don’t even try anymore. I wish my kids liked to do crafty stuff but they don’t and it ends up being super stressful as I try to police two kids from dumping paint on the floor or emptying an entire container of glitter all over the place. I don’t mind a mess, most of the time. But there is just not a whole lot of enjoyment when I’m going back and forth between them and not getting to do anything myself.
Whine whine whine.
You know you’ve been out of work too long when the idea of going to work for three days IN A ROW seems overwhelming. Yes, I am working a little bit during the next couple weeks. I will be happy to get out of the house but truth be told I’m kind of dreading it as well. Probably a sure sign I need to break this stay at home rut.
Which I am working on. I’ve decided to become a consultant for Thirty-One. It has been a bit slower getting started than I would like (I need instant gratification!) and it’s funny because you kind of find out who your real friends and family are. I understand home parties and the likes aren’t for everyone but if someone I cared about was launching his/her own business and had an open house I’d at least go. And if I couldn’t or really didn’t want to then I would let him/her know and decline. That’s all I have to say about that. But I am excited. I love the product and I’m looking forward to my first party and getting out of the house for some girl time!
WA goes for his follow-up visit next month. I can’t tell if I think he’s growing. Sometimes I do and sometimes I don’t. OE is definitely growing though. I think he could probably wear size 4 now which is crazy. He will be four in April and he is usually always behind when it comes to clothing sizes.
My husband doesn’t know I know but I think he’s planning a night out for us tomorrow. Thank goodness because we haven’t been out since October and we need it. Oh man do we need it. I can’t wait.